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Saturday, February 12, 2011 - 5:30 AM

Vulnerability.

I have alot in mind. Everything is compounded into this one huge thing, and it confuses me. It scares me a little. Feels like I just want to be crumpled inside the blanket and let it darken my vision so I won't have to see the outside world, and let me just be in my own planet. Letting me to stop breathing with my eyes closed 'til I can't hold my breath anymore. My emotions are not right at the moment, and I don't know what is wrong with it. My Uni life, all the shit loads of never ending work and assessments (yes, I don't handle stress quite easily), the long distance, my friends, the future, its all rotating in my head. I have alot to think about. I know I shouldn't be thinking some of those things, but I just can't seem to control it. It turns me into this sensitive human being for the past few days. Even a tiny little joke or any wrong words that blurts out, could upset me. But I tried hard to respond positively to it, and smile it off cos thats what I should do. I am not used to feeling this way. I somewhat feel detached from my own self. I hate being stress, and this is me feeling anxious. I feel vulnerable.

I need my family ='/