SHIT! I just finished my chocolate!
Okay, what a way to start my first post on a new year. Its just that, I adore chocolate too much and I have nothing to munch on anymore. By the way, I don't think I'm too late for this..so, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone! May this year brings you happiness, joy and success in every way :).
Since this is my first post for 2011, and since its a new year for all us.. lets make a fresh new start. Its not a new resolution or something like that cause making resolutions doesn't work for me, not at all. This is just a fresh new start! To the people who I've hurt intentionally or unintentionally, or I've been talking about you (TERumpat. HAHA!), please forgive me for I am just a human being who makes mistakes, sometimes without me knowing. I didn't mean anything for what I've done to any of you, who have/had grudges or hatred towards me.. ( IF there is any, I hope not. haha). So if any of you do, I am sorry. If you have a problem with whatever I am doing or with anyone else, please just say it. Cos bottling everything inside is not good for your soul. This is not me being perasan as if I have enemies or something like that. KIRA FAMOUS LAHHHH! HAHAHA! NO. I don't mean it that way. This is just me being cautious.. and just trying to make this earth a better place. PEACE!
I want to get rid of all the bad things that I have in mind, that has been clustering inside me, and around me, eating me up from within.. and its probably gonna be the one thats a little bit hard for me to do. But I must, because its really not a good thing for me, and bad for the heart, mind and soul. I think I could, and by that I could make a good start for myself! AND I do forgive! So if anyone of you who's been backstabbing, talking or did things just to make me go ballistic, or maybe I'm just being paranoid but this is for my own good and for everyone else incase you've done something, I am here to forgive. Lets put all the bad things and negative thoughts aside so we could live at peace.
2010 has been a rough ride for me, and I got through everything well with the help of the people I love, Alhamdulillah. Praise to Allah for giving me life to live and for getting me through the obstacles, and for giving me such great family and friends. It is also the year that my lovely grandmother passed away, which gave a great impact to me and my families. I wish you know how much I miss you right now, at this moment. I'm glad you were able to see all your grandchildren grow up. Al-Fatihah.
Now, I think I should post some pictures of what I've been doing during my holidays..since I neglected this blog of mine. I went to London on the 18th of December, to watch the Winter Games which is cancelled due to the weather conditions, and I can see the disappointment on the player's faces..including me.
This is one of my favourite picture because everyone is here (not everyone tho, but yeah. hehe) BNS! This was taken in London after the cancellation of the futsal tournament. - More on FACEBOOK!
Oh, was supposed to go to Amsterdam, but some of us cancelled our trip and again, due to the fricking weather condition. We were scared to take the risk, so we just went back to Newcastle. I was a little bit disappointed cos I really wanted to go since I can't go there everyday, but oh well. Better be safe than sorry :). Maybe next time!
HMM! What else. OHH! Good news! My sister got engaged on the 30th December, 2010. Congratulations to both my sister, Alisa and her fiancee, Isa! FINALLY!! HEHEHE. I'm a tad jealous and disappointed cause I wasn't there to celebrate it with you, but its okay I guess. For sure I'll be with you during your wedding! Insya Allah! :)
I'm so happy for you!
I MISS ALL OF YOUU! I should be in this picture!! hahaha
Last but not least, we spent our new years eve at our place! We had BBQ, and I had fun!
Now, this has got to be the most epic picture ever! Just look at HIFNEY! (Below: far right). just look at how he posed! hahahahaha. Lets give this a standing ovation!
and we SingStar!
Played poker!
Took pictures sampai LALAGHH!
OH, wow. Wait, uwh..what is thissssssssssssss? The guys went soft!
There is actually lots more pictures, but as usual I'm too lazy. You can just look it up through Facebook..but one of my friend haven't uploaded the pictures from New year. hehehe. But I had a good new year. I'm glad :).
Oh wait, this is not the last! Theres some more!
People from Keele came to visit! Izza and Ain. Thanks for comingg! HEHE
and yes..that is all :)
OH WAIT! ANOTHER ONE! HAHAHAHA. This is never ending I tell you. Just a special thanks to my lovely cawer boyfriend, Mr Aliff for coming up to Newcastle and for making my days filled with smiles and laughters. I had a really really great time when you were here. I am missing your presence since you went back which is just yesterday? haha. OH WELL. Must.get.used.to.this. Anyway, I love you porky! hahahaha!
mhmm :)
and that is all :). Assalammualaikum!
